“I ask the global community not to allow women to be used as pawns in this political game”

“My name is Masouda, and before the events of 15 August 2021, I was working as an English teacher in Kapisa. I taught approximately nine classes, engaging with many students and fellow teachers daily. I learned a lot from my colleagues and shared my knowledge with my students. Additionally, I worked as a radio host for a local radio station, where I was also responsible for hosting and presenting social programmes. 

I clearly remember the day when the Taliban came to power. I had my textbooks and a pen in-hand and I was ready to educate [my students] and contribute to society. I had many goals and dreams. Unfortunately, they’ve blocked my path and created barriers between me and my aspirations. 

The worst moment since the return of the Taliban is etched in my memory. It was 10 o’clock in the morning when our classroom door was abruptly kicked open. Three individuals, with long beards and an intimidating presence, entered without permission. I wondered if they were Taliban. They began asking questions, inquiring about my years of experience and what I was doing there. After answering all their questions, they said: ‘Empty the classrooms; teaching is no longer allowed.’ A lump formed in my throat, and I couldn’t even speak. The tears and cries of my students and fellow teachers overwhelmed me.  

Unfortunately, we find ourselves in a situation where others make decisions for us. People we don’t know, who have no place in our lives. The current circumstances have taken all Afghan girls and women hostage. They’re all suffering in the worst conditions. Some have even experienced severe mental health issues. Nevertheless, I still believe that the only way to escape this challenging situation is not to lose hope. We must adapt to online classes and utilize any small opportunity to continue our education and life.